Showing posts with label My Art. Show all posts
Showing posts with label My Art. Show all posts

Monday, May 18, 2026

Guardian 3/4" 316 Stainless Steel 150 lbs. Threaded Union Connector (2026)


Over the weekend, my family helped me install a new water heater. Like most home projects, the work itself was practical and unceremonious. Tools spread across the floor. Instructions glanced at more than studied. Trips back and forth to the hardware store because something inevitably did not fit quite right the first time. At one point, while standing in the dim light of the utility room, I took a photograph of a fitting so I would remember exactly what kind of part it was in case it ever needed replaced.

The image was never intended to be art.

It was documentation. Utility. A visual reminder saved into my phone between pictures of my cats, flowers blooming in the yard, screenshots, receipts, and all the other fragments of modern life that accumulate unnoticed in a camera roll.

The object itself could hardly have been more mundane: a Guardian 3/4" 316 Stainless Steel 150 lbs. Threaded Union Connector. Industrial hardware engineered for a singular purpose. To disappear quietly into the hidden infrastructure of a home and function without recognition until something breaks.

Yet the longer I looked at the photograph afterward, the more captivated I became by it.

The brushed stainless steel scattered light across its surface in a way that reminded me less of machinery and more of heavy brushwork on canvas. Circular abrasions moved across the fitting like layered paint strokes in silver and gray. The texture created depth and movement. Under close attention, the metal softened visually. The machining marks began to feel almost gestural, almost human. Even the stamped lettering — “3/4 150” — ceased reading as information and became part of the composition itself, a kind of industrial typography pressed into the object like a signature.

The fitting no longer looked merely functional.

It looked composed.

I found myself thinking about the long history of artists who have turned their attention toward ordinary objects and everyday life. Dutch still life painters devoted extraordinary technical care to bread crusts, pewter cups, half-peeled lemons, and tables cluttered after meals. The Impressionists painted cafés, train stations, dancers, and city streets rather than heroic myths. Later photographers wandered through roadside America capturing gas stations, storefronts, kitchens, empty bedrooms, and industrial spaces with near-religious attentiveness.

Again and again, artists have returned to the same essential act: elevating the ordinary into something worthy of contemplation.

Or perhaps more accurately, revealing that it already was.

That idea has become increasingly meaningful to me as I have grown older. I find myself less interested in spectacle and more drawn toward texture, atmosphere, and small moments that might otherwise disappear unnoticed. Spring flowers blooming after rain. My cats sleeping in familiar corners of the house. Sunlight falling across old buildings during road trips. Students laughing in the hallway before graduation. Quiet evidence of ordinary life unfolding.

Photography has become one of the ways I preserve those moments.

I would not call myself a photographer in any serious artistic sense. I do not possess the technical knowledge or disciplined eye of someone truly trained in the medium. Most of the time, I am simply documenting life as it passes around me. Organizing memory against time. Trying to hold onto moments before they dissolve into the blur of years.

And yet, every so often, something unexpected happens.

A photograph moves beyond documentation and becomes something else entirely.

Those moments are rare, which is perhaps why they matter so much to me. I take countless photographs, but only occasionally do I feel as though I have accidentally captured something possessing genuine artistic weight. Something where composition, texture, memory, atmosphere, and emotion align without conscious intention. The image lingers. It asks to be revisited.

This photograph of plumbing hardware did that for me.

Part of what fascinates me is that the image emerged entirely outside artistic ambition. I was not searching for beauty. I was trying to remember a part number. Yet perhaps that sincerity is precisely what gives the photograph its power. The image carries no performance. It emerged naturally from lived experience — from labor, maintenance, family, and the quiet rituals involved in caring for a home.

Looking at it now, I realize the photograph contains far more than metal fittings and threaded connections.

My family is present there invisibly. Shared work. Conversation. Problem-solving. The strange intimacy of ordinary labor done together. The fitting itself becomes almost symbolic of the hidden systems that sustain daily life while remaining largely unnoticed. So much of human existence depends upon things we rarely think about until they fail: pipes behind walls, aging machinery, unnoticed routines, overlooked people.

Perhaps that is partly why I am so drawn to the art of the ordinary.

Much of my life has been spent working with people and in places easily overlooked. Alternative education programs hidden away from the main building. Students often defined primarily by failure. Old classrooms repurposed for second chances. I think that experience has fundamentally shaped how I see the world. I have come to believe that dignity frequently exists in quiet places unnoticed by most people.

Beauty does too.

John Berger wrote, “The relation between what we see and what we know is never settled.” I think that tension exists at the heart of photography itself. The camera records objects mechanically, yet human attention transforms them into meaning. The world itself does not change. The fitting remains exactly what it always was: stainless steel hardware designed for utility.

But perception changes.

Attention changes.

And sometimes, if only briefly, an ordinary object sitting quietly in a dark utility room reveals itself as something more than functional. Something textured and luminous. Something carrying traces of labor, memory, time, and human presence embedded within its brushed metallic surface.

Something beautiful hiding in plain sight.

Tuesday, October 28, 2025

Autumnal Mirror (2025)

It began as a moment of pause. The kind that asks for nothing but attention. I sat on the porch, pipe in hand, listening as the soft rain whispered its way through the trees. Each drop seemed to find its place, tracing invisible paths along the branches until a gust of wind released it all in a sudden, joyous cascade. The marble walk before me became a shallow pond, a mirror to the gray sky. Scattered across it were the fallen leaves — some resting flat, others curled in on themselves — their rust and amber hues blooming against the pale stone.

I didn’t intend to take a picture. It was the kind of beauty that belongs to stillness, not spectacle. But as the rain softened and the smoke from my pipe drifted forward, I noticed how the marble, water, and sky folded into one another, how each surface reflected the other until none of them could be easily separated. It felt like a truth too fragile to last, and so I lifted my camera to bear witness.

In that instant, I wasn’t composing so much as joining the scene. The photograph revealed itself: a quiet balance between what endures and what fades. The marble was cool and permanent, the leaves were temporary, and I was somewhere between them, breathing smoke into the rain. The act of photographing became less about capturing and more about participating in the rhythm of impermanence.

As I looked later at the image — leaves adrift, colors muted by the gray sky — I was reminded of Whistler’s nocturnes, where atmosphere takes precedence over form; of Monet’s water lilies, where reflection blurs the boundaries between air and earth; and of Hiroshige’s rain scenes, where the world is both motion and stillness at once. My photograph, though far humbler, shares something of their intent. It is not about objects, but about the space between them. The space that elusive tension where time and perception meet.

The composition rests on accident and grace. The leaves fall where they must; the rain gathers where it will. I am there only to notice, only to see how beauty organizes itself without my control. It is a study in what the Japanese call wabi-sabi, the art of imperfect transience. Every element — leaf, stone, drop, breath — belongs precisely because it will not last.

Sitting there, pipe in hand, I felt an uncommon peace. The smoke curled upward, pale and temporary, before dissolving into the same damp air that carried the scent of earth and rain. In that small act — breathing in, exhaling, watching the smoke disappear — I found myself mirrored in the scene before me. The photograph, when I look at it now, is not just of marble and leaves; it is of that feeling, that awareness, that moment when I too became part of the composition.

I call it Autumnal Mirror because that is what it reflects. It reflects not only the sky upon stone, but the quiet recognition that everything, myself included, belongs to the same fleeting beauty. For a few minutes, I sat content to simply be: rain above, marble below, smoke between. A man, a moment, and the soft applause of water finding its way home.

Sunday, October 26, 2025

Cats, Coffee, and Roses

My favorite things in three poems. 

By Dave

Cats

In the window light
a tail moves once,
then stillness.

Coffee

Steam drifts.
A small ring darkens
the page.

Roses

Some open early,
some not at all.
Bees decide.


Saturday, October 25, 2025

Rose in the Rain

Rose in the Rain
By Dave

The sand is an ocean without mercy.
For forty days it has named me Son.
Each grain a whisper of what I must become.

I asked for bread and was given silence.
I asked for light and was given fire.
I asked for God—
and the wind answered wait.

Then a rose grew in the stone.
No water, no root, only will.
Its red bled against the pale of the world,
a wound that refused to close.

I knelt before it.
It smelled of both heaven and rot,
and I knew the kingdom would be the same.

Temptation came not as the serpent
but as the bloom—
beauty promising meaning,
color promising truth.
I touched its thorns and felt my blood begin.

“Is this how You speak?” I asked.
And the sky broke open.

Rain—
first a single drop,
then the whole heaven collapsing.
It filled my mouth like a name I had forgotten.
It washed the rose into the earth,
and me with it.

I could not tell if I was saved or undone.
Only that God was in the rain,
and the world was beginning again.

Wednesday, October 8, 2025

The Grasshopper in the Rose

The Grasshopper in the Rose
By Dave

I hopped into a rose at dawn,
enchanted by her hue,
the kind of red that poets praise
and liars, they call “true.”

She whispered, “Mind the thorns, my dear,”
with half a sigh, half smile;
I swore my heart was armor-proof—
it lasted but a while.

I spoke of moonlit meadows,
of songs the crickets know,
she spoke of fleeting beauty,
and how blossoms come and go.

We danced a minute, maybe two,
before the sunlight grew.
She wilted into memory—
as all red roses do.

Now every time I see one bloom,
I bow, but never close,
for love’s a lovely landing spot,
but cruel on tender toes.

Sunday, October 5, 2025

Red

Red
By Dave

I reached for a rose.
A thorn caught my thumb.
Blood rose where I touched it.

For a moment,
the red of both
was the same.

I held it anyway,
then let it fall.

Pain and beauty
share a color.

Monday, September 29, 2025

Self Portrait 43

Self Portrait 43
By Dave

Mirror eyes, mirror eyes,
round glass circles, bald dome hum,
beard heavy as a cathedral door.
Every line a ledger, every hair a tally—
Who are you?

Forty-three.
Divorced.
Never a dad.
Traveler, teacher, journeyman of chalk dust and coffee rings.
Forty-three.
Half a tank of gas through this highway called life,
still stopping at small-town museums,
still scribbling journals in dim light,
still chasing Hopper’s shadows, Turner’s storms,
Who are you?

Phones buzzing buzzing buzzing.
Kids high, kids crying, kids fists clenched.
Trauma dripping from the walls.
And out in the hall—
fire trucks, EMTs, superintendent in his polished shoes.
But me?
I don’t even know.
I’m inside the storm,
ADHD,
PowerPoints for a doctoral seminar I’m supposed to lead.
Authority, they call it—
but what does authority mean
when a mother clutches two children like life preservers?
Who are you? 

Ink under skin,
roses blooming on the arm,
a compass, a ship,
Bars etched in black and shade.
The body a manuscript,
each scar a footnote,
each rose a confession.
Who are you? 

Baseball bats like relics in a roadside shrine.
Brother at my side,
stadiums stitched like a quilt:
Toledo, Lansing, Busch, Kauffman.
Kissing bricks at Indy,
cracking beers in Toledo.
Life not in innings but in echoes,
scoreboard ticking forward
even when I scream for time to stop.
Who are you? 

Cats—soft fur prophets,
biscuits in my lap,
purring like monks in prayer.
Tiny gods of comfort,
never asking for permission to be,
only that I stay still long enough to be chosen.
Who are you? 

Raised Baptist.
“For the Bible tells me so” meant
“For the pastor tells me so.”
Faith burned down to ash,
smoke in the rafters.
Apologists talk revelation,
I see syncretism.
I read Paul.
I read Seneca.
I wrestle with Jacob under Doré’s angel.
Science is my steady flame—
not answers,
just sharper questions.
Who are you?

Teacher.
Conditional redemption.
Students stumbling, breaking, fighting.
Mothers waiting in offices,
children clutching arms.
Redemption always fragile,
always conditional,
but I stand at that edge with them.
That edge is holy ground.
Who are you? 

So who am I?
Divorced, never-dad,
traveler, teacher, inked-up believer in doubt,
halfway through this cracked-open life.
Self-portrait staring back—
and still, still, still I ask:

Who are you?
Who are you?
Who are you?

Maybe the question itself,
scratched in black lines,
is the only true answer.
Maybe the asking
is the only true self-portrait.
Who are you? 

Sunday, September 28, 2025

A Single Petal

A Single Petal
By Dave 

A single petal
falls upon the morning grass—
nothing is broken.
Every blossom in its time
shows the face of perfection.

Monday, June 16, 2025

The Sentinel

The Sentinel

By Dave

A Songbird, On a withered Limb, 
Observed, the Canyon’s Scroll, 
Its Pages, writ in Dust and Time, 
A Testament, of Soul. 

It did not Stir, nor beckon Sky, 
Its Vigil, stern, and Still, 
As if the Silence, held its Breath, 
And bent, unto its Will. 

The Layers, like a Painter’s Dream, 
Lay folded, in the Deep, 
A Crimson, Wound, that does not Bleed, 
But holds, what Earth shall Keep. 

No Choir, save the Wind’s soft Hymn, 
No Church, but Ridge and Stone, 
Yet something Holy, stirred the Dust, 
And left me, not alone. 


Tuesday, June 10, 2025

Petrichor

Petrichor
By Dave

It begins
with stillness—
not absence,
but waiting,
the air dense
with what might fall.

A single drop—
hesitant,
testing
the curve of a leaf.

It tilts
toward it.
The hush deepens.

Then another—
then many—
and the rhythm stirs:
flesh of water
on bone of earth,
slow,
then surer,
then everywhere.

The soil breathes out—
a musk of root and stone,
of things kept
buried
until now.

Each scent is a signal.
Each sound a beckon.

The earth is damp with wanting
long before
the storm breaks.

Friday, May 16, 2025

Snow Crocus


Snow Crocus

By Dave

They come to my door with their tongues aflame,
Smoke curling like incense from each ostentatious syllable.
Eyes bright as struck flint, scattering sparks
Against the unyielding stone of my silence.

They call themselves seekers,
Yet don the threadbare garb of Sophists—
Robes stitched from borrowed philosophies,
Frayed at the hem by half-digested doctrines.

They invoke gods as if recalling old drinking companions,
Toast Epictetus over shallow musings, mock the Buddha
With ironic detachment and performative scorn,
Plucking wisdom like unripe fruit—
Bitter on the tongue, discarded before digestion.

With thumbs calloused by relentless scrolling,
They conjure prophets from the dim glow of TikTok reels,
Exchanging the rigor of Plato for the convenience of algorithms,
Proclaiming themselves sages between flickering notifications.

Their minds are bustling marketplaces of intellectual trinkets,
Bartering platitudes for profundity,
Trading in the counterfeit currency of echoes,
Never daring to mint a thought of original weight.

They quote Croesus' wealth with studied aplomb,
Then boast of cryptocurrency conquests in the same breath;
Viewing existence as a collection of life hacks and shortcuts,
Mistaking acceleration for enlightenment,
And attention for the hard-earned gravity of wisdom.

I administer no examinations.
The robin already sings the curriculum.
The rain composes homilies upon my eaves.
And the crocus—ah, the crocus—
Splits winter’s frost with nothing but grace.

The mountain does not shout its philosophy;
It waits with immutable patience for ears attuned to silence.
Yet they rattle on,
Their restless footsteps unskilled
In the sacred art of leaving quietly.

And so I remain,
The keeper of unopened doors,
Observing as they descend again into the valley,
Weighted by the sheer mass of their borrowed words,
Hollow still, and hungering for understanding.


Thursday, May 1, 2025

I Think of You

I Think of You
By Dave

Do you think of me
when you sip your coffee
and the steam curls toward your face?
When you take the long way home
without knowing why?
When a song you didn’t mean to hear
lingers too long in your chest?

Do you think of me
when you reach for a thought
you can’t quite name—
when something’s missing
but you don’t know what?

Because I loved you.
From the moment I saw you,
before there were words
or reasons
or rules.

You were light still forming,
a kindness I did not deserve,
a future I was never meant to touch.

And I—
I was the one who knew.
Who counted the cost.
Who turned away
not because I didn’t feel it,
but because I did.

You didn’t know what you offered.
And I loved you more
for that.

So I became the silence.
The closed door.
The steady hand that let go
so you could walk free.

You may forget me.
You may go on
never knowing the truth.

But if ever—
in some quiet hour,
on some ordinary day—
you pause and wonder,
just wonder...

Then know:
I think of you.

Saturday, February 1, 2025

Smoke Break


Smoke Break
By Dave 

The smoke rises, carrying my thoughts,
A ribbon of ritual, born of the flame.
Each breath a tether, each exhale a release.

My porch, my tabernacle, silence wrought,
Where ash and ember whisper my name.
The smoke rises, carrying my thoughts.

Stray cats, my high priests, observe and plot,
Their quiet presence steady, untamed.
Each breath a tether, each exhale a release.

No gods are summoned, no creed is sought,
Yet meaning lingers, elusive, unclaimed.
The smoke rises, carrying my thoughts.

This act, this stillness, this peace I’ve caught—
A fleeting truth in the ritual framed.
Each breath a tether, each exhale a release.

Let the smoke unravel what time has knotted,
A fragrant echo that needs no acclaim.
The smoke rises, carrying my thoughts,
Each breath a tether, each exhale a release.

Tuesday, December 31, 2024

A Soliloquy for Midnight


A Soliloquy for Midnight
By Dave 

The hour arrives, its inevitability a construct of human design,
A culmination of moments accumulated, discarded, forgotten.
The world beyond these walls erupts in orchestrated euphoria,
Yet within, the quiet hum of solitude persists, unyielding.

No intersubjective connection interrupts the stillness here,
No lips poised to exchange the intimacy of fleeting certainty.
Instead, the absence becomes palpable—a negative space
Defined not by the kiss withheld, but by its foregone impossibility.

How curious, this ritual of longing,
To seek affirmation at the stroke of midnight
As though love or connection might materialize
Within the prescribed confines of temporal markers.

And yet, the mind lingers on the notion,
Examining its contours with clinical detachment:
The neural pathways of desire,
The sociocultural weight of expectation.

Tonight, I am the sole observer of my existence,
The subject and object of a thesis unwritten.
Perhaps the conclusion lies not in what is absent,
But in the reclamation of this quiet autonomy.

Here, in this liminal space of reflection,
I resolve not to mourn what never was,
But to embrace the possibilities of what may yet be
As the new year unfolds, uncharted and unclaimed.

Wednesday, November 27, 2024

Silk Roses


Silk Roses
By Dave 

These roses bloom but never grow,
their velvet petals soft, unbroken,
a perfect stillness—
crafted to last forever,
but never to change.

No rain has kissed them.
No sun has warmed their stems.
They hold no fragrance, no bees hum their secrets.
And yet, I cannot look away.
Their beauty whispers: stay,
but never asks for more.

I placed them in a crystal vase,
their colors frozen in time.
They drink no water, yet they endure.
I wonder—
what is the cost of living this way?

Roots buried in air,
thorns that cannot pierce,
love that cannot ache.
What truth hides in this unyielding bloom,
in leaves that do not bend to the wind
or shatter with the weight of chill?

They do not fade.
But neither do they grow.
They do not ask to be touched,
to feel the soft edge of a trembling hand.
They stand immaculate,
while something real waits elsewhere,
fragile and unadorned,
aching to be held.

I ache, too—
for roses that bleed into the earth,
for blooms that fold under the weight of time,
for the wildness of petals undone by wind.
But here, in the allure of silk,
there is only the illusion of life.

Thursday, August 8, 2024

Rain on Marble


Rain on Marble 
By Dave

A quiet pause,
Leaves barely moving, anticipating.
The sky, a canvas of grays,
Holds its breath.

The first drop, unnoticed,
Another, cool and gentle,
Creating dark circles on the ground,
Each one promising more to come.

The scent of rain and fresh coffee,
Steam rising from a mug held close,
Warm and comforting against the cooling air,
Mix with the aromatic tendrils from my pipe.

In the garden, the roses respond,
Their fragrance mingling,
A cacophony of scents.

The light shifts,
Softening the day,
Colors muted, shadows blurred.

Rain begins to fall steadily,
Each drop a quiet percussion,
A soothing rhythm that fills the silence.

Rain through the leaves,
Whispering rustle,
Tapping on the walkway,
Creating a gentle pattern.

The ground darkens, absorbing the gift,
Pavement glistens with a thin sheen,
Plants breathe, drinking deeply.

Everything slows,
The day transforming under a veil,
Calm permeates,
An invitation,
To witness, to feel, to breathe.