Monday, March 10, 2025

Untitled (Lux in tenebris inest) (2003)

This weekend, my spring cleaning evolved beyond mere tidying into an act of introspection and mindful renewal, sparked by an intimate moment with my cat, Hopper. My gentle companion had comfortably settled atop my stereo, her favorite spot for warmth during hours spent playing video games or watching films. Her curled toes, warm and relaxed, revealed the simple joy found in small comforts. Yet, her contentment highlighted an overlooked hazard—the accumulation of fur inside my stereo. This tangible risk became a catalyst for a profound realization: many possessions lingered not because they enriched my life but because they had quietly become entrenched, unexamined fixtures in my space.

In an instant, the elaborate audio system, carefully transported from home to home over the years, seemed more burdensome than beneficial. The heavy Klipsch tower speakers, the expansive subwoofer, and the array of surround sound channels felt excessive, no longer aligned with my life's present rhythm. Their presence in my modest home contradicted the intentional simplicity I sought. This realization brought to mind Chapter 33 of St. Benedict's Rule for Monasteries, which explicitly instructs monks that possessions should be communal, emphasizing simplicity and detachment: "Above all, this evil practice must be uprooted and removed from the monastery... no one may presume to give, receive or retain anything as his own... All things should be the common possession of all" (Rule of St. Benedict, Chapter 33). This principle challenged my own habits of accumulating and clinging to possessions that had ceased to serve meaningful purposes in my life.

Reflecting on my time at St. Gregory's Abbey, I vividly recall the modest furnishings of the guest rooms: a simple bed, a writing desk, and abundant silence. The monastery's environment fostered profound contemplation, demonstrating that intentional minimalism can be deeply comforting and spiritually enriching. Monastic practices rooted in deliberate reduction and intentional simplicity offered a compelling alternative to the clutter and complexity that had become my norm.

The Desert Fathers, early Christian ascetics who retreated into solitude seeking spiritual clarity, have significantly influenced my approach to both external and internal space. They advocated simplicity as a fundamental path to deeper spiritual truth. Abba Poemen, a notable figure among these early monks, instructed, "Go, sit in your cell, and your cell will teach you everything." This powerful guidance resonates deeply with me now, highlighting that genuine wisdom and peace emerge from deliberate reduction and mindfulness. Another Desert Father, Abba Moses, emphasized detachment by reminding his fellow monks that true fulfillment comes from relinquishing unnecessary possessions and worldly attachments.

The practice of Hesychasm further aligns with this pursuit of internal harmony through external simplicity. Hesychasts engage in repetitive, meditative prayer, striving to achieve profound inner stillness. This contemplative tradition often symbolizes internal peace through the image of a solitary flame illuminating the surrounding darkness. Elisa Sighicelli’s photograph, Untitled (Lux in tenebris inest), visually embodies this spiritual ideal. Its depiction of a single candle piercing a deep darkness mirrors the Tenebrae service I cherish annually, symbolizing clarity, hope, and spiritual illumination amidst life's inherent obscurity.

The monastery's cats, gentle beings freely roaming the grounds, offered yet another profound lesson during my visit. Their unhurried movements and quiet grace mirrored the warmth, peace, and mindfulness I observe daily in my own cats, Hopper and her siblings. These calm and present companions serve as constant reminders of the virtues of patience, simplicity, and harmonious coexistence.

As I continue this intentional cleaning process, each act of releasing unnecessary items becomes more than just tidying; it is a conscious alignment of my external environment with my internal values. Guided by the timeless wisdom of the Desert Fathers and the monastic ideals articulated by St. Benedict, I recognize that external simplicity directly fosters inner tranquility. Each item I release becomes a deliberate affirmation of mindful living, steadily transforming my home into a personal monastery—a sanctuary of intentionality, minimalism, and contemplation. This mindful and deliberate practice cultivates harmony within my spirit, fostering a sense of wholeness and clarity that extends beyond my physical surroundings and into every facet of my being.